Tia Things

Anyone else have days where things just aren't looking up? I'm having one of those days right now and I realized that in my blog I try to be as motivating as possible, so this might not be something I would have normally wrote about, but I want to be real on this blog. Honestly, it's also super therapeutic.  I woke up today, after a bad sleep and I was just not ready for the day. My energy was at 0, then I had to stay at work longer, and had a longer commute. Came home and sometimes the sarcastic comments just cannot be handled. Like today. I can't tolerate any sass, even though usually I'd just respond with my own sassy comment. Someday's the reply is just no. The thing is I don't know what to change, if anyone has suggestions please let me know. I have school, work and my internship, and then my little amount of alone time which I generally spend catching up on my TV shows. For a few weeks I didn't have the alone time, I worked all the time but t...

Hey there my gems, Welcome to my very first TRUTH TUESDAY! I'll be starting days of the week which are dedicated to specific topics, stay tuned! With fall coming to an end and winter cheer so near (hehe that rhymes), I wanted to get brutally honest with you all about how hard the past few months have been for me. I truly believe in seasonal depression, in the lack of sunlight affect our bodies and minds and in the change of weather doing the same. The fall began really well, the weather was still nice and school and work were both going well. There was a downturn for me around the beginning of October where I truly began to feel heavy, saddened, and overwhelmed. Even though I knew I shouldn't be overwhelmed, I was. Even when I knew I was ahead of homework, I'd start to think of all the things coming up and allow myself to become much too anxious. Mood Let's be honest, once school starts, my social life basically goes out the window. My life goes back to a cycle...

Hey guys, Today I'd like to be super real with you guys! I'm going to go through the two most common things that people say to me that used to affect me the most, and sometimes still do. It doesn't matter if they are joking or not, these two phrases are always tough for me to hear. A Cry Baby I am a very emotional person. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve and when I need to cry, or feel the tears coming, there's no way for me to hold them in. Even if, for example I'm in public and I want to hold back my tears, once I feel them coming, there's no stopping them. I used to be so embarrassed about this Sometimes, it still is so upsetting that as much as I want to be strong, I just can't keep myself from crying. This has led to me being called a crier, a big baby, sensitive, etc. People often call me a baby as a joke but what they don't know is that it hits pretty hard every time. I want to project a strong and confident image but being emotional m...